Babes, mom. I gotta look cool.
the summer is here/ the summer of a thousand things/ the summer of love/ the summer of tethers and strings
the rain doesn’t skip a beat/ the thunder rolls on in/ the skies fill with grey/ and lets the sun go for a swim
the gap between the clouds come/ and it breaks apart the storms/ the floods all halt/ and towards the ground, bugs swarm
the summer is here/ and i step outside/ the smell of grass and rain greet me/ the season where all senses collide
I miss you when the lights shut off/ and I miss you when I click off my phone/ I miss you every time we hang up/ and I miss you now that I’m all alone
I know I was who gave up/ and I know I said goodbye to us/ I know I am the one to blame/ and I know I turned us to dust
Here I am in my room/ and here I am completely cornered/ Here I am saying I’m sorry/ and here I am not moving forward
I miss you every day/ and I know I broke us both/ Here I am with no way back/ and all because I broke our oath
click and clack/ tip and tap/ all day, all night/ always another lap
love and loss/whispers and screams/ around we go/ all nightmares and dreams
But to you/ or to me/ or to us/ or to what we used to be?
Yeah, this pretty much sucks and I’m putting this together in two minutes. Yeah, I keep droning on about love and honestly? I have no clue what it means. I know when I love someone, but to love and to be in love are two completely different things, as I’ve come to realize. And god, to love and to like are polar opposites. Like gives a possibility of love, but no guarantee. It can change in a week. But to love? That doesn’t mean you like them, at least not necessarily actively as a crush where you want to pursue them. However, it does mean that you would be willing to give up a lot just to talk to the person or to sit with them in silence and it’s comfortable or to risk all consequences just to keep that connection.
Cosmo Susie 